Friday, July 20, 2012

Why I can't sleep at night.

Dear Everyone,
I'm indecisive.
It's a disease really.
Or at least it should be.
I'm gonna make this into a warning for all.
I will change my mind more times than a child contemplating ice cream on a cone.
This happens at a speed you have never incountered.
But the real problem is, I never chose a flavor in the first place.
Even if I walk out of the store with moose tracks, I still am wondering if I made a good choice.
Perhaps I just want a little of everything.
That is, a little of the happiness and good of everything.
No need to mess with bad, boring, sad, hard things.
Sure you learn from them. yada yada yada.
But in reality, I'm scared to face those things.
Why?
I have no idea.
So don't ask me questions starting with the 'five W's'.
Lesson?
Don't give me choices.
But don't tell me what to do.
Because if you do, I won't do it.
Answer?
A magic wand.
Love Emily Louise.